97 cant keep up the fight

Lyrics:

© ALawrence1
(Instrumental)

Why do I feel so gray, when everything's goin' my way?
And why is the sun shinin' bright?
Oh, I must be blind, cause ya know I can't find.
The courage to keep up the fight.

They tell me I got it made, ah with me they would trade.
All the things I should be holdin' so dear.
I know they are right but I can't seem to fight,
The blues, ah the darkness and the fear. Ahhh!

(Instrumental)

The world seems so cruel, ya know I feel like a fool.
I can't seem to catch me a break.
I'm lyin' in my bed, wanna cover up my head.
Oh Lord, I don't know what it takes.

Ah help me, help me please, ya know I'm down on my knees.
I'm prayin' that you show me the way.
I'm lookin' for the light but it's nowhere in sight.
Ah just tryin' to make it through the day.

So why do I feel so gray, when everything's goin' my way?
And why is that sun shinin' bright?
Ya know I must be blind, cause baby I can't find.
The courage to keep up the fight.

I just can't win this fight. Ahhhhhh!